The Day The Earth Was Said to End

I'm awake it's Spetember 11, 2009 this was the day America was attacked 8 years, and the day it was said to end. The friends that surround me still peacefully asleep in an open field with only the sound of distant frogs who have yet to fall asleep and the stream nearby flowing calmly. My friends and I had confessed all of our secrets to each toher even those secrets that you hide from yourself. We called up those boys that we have crushed on forever and said those three little words, and not knowing weather he meant it or not he said them back. That night we did things that made us closer than you could be to someone in the real world. We said goodbye to everyone we had gone to school with since forever as we left the football field where we met to have one last party. We accepted the fact that we wouldnt get to call ourselves seniors or produce mini-mes. That wasn't the problem it's that everyone had told everything about themselves, so now i was the only one hiding something. I did something earlier that day that is unforgiveable, that even in a "Harry Potter" book it rips your sould if you commit this action. Now that i am lieing awake and the world didn't end I'm going to have to live with my choice and thats something i never planned on doing. My secret is too big it will keep me full all the time, it will ruin me, and worst of all it will ruin my family. I commited a deadly sin, but nothing as simple as cheating or steeling...i killed.